I can’t tell why my hands have felt so heavy.
Maybe because they’re the only things supporting my heart.
If there’s a way around making a fool of myself,
I need to take some time.
I need to figure it out.
I need to figure it all out.
I can’t tell myself that what I'm doing is right,
or if it’s something that I could ever wrap my head around.
But I need to know - was I out of reach?
Because it pains me to see you in love.
I've been told my eyes look weary.
Maybe because you’re the only one occupying my sight.
I’m lost, I’m bound, and you’re found.
These clouds are doubt and always someone else.
I can’t tell myself that what I'm doing is right,
or if it’s something that I could ever wrap my head around.
But in myself, I feel there’s something controlling my eyes.
It’s my problem with feeling that I’m worried about.
But I need to know - was I out of reach?
I feel you’re holding out on me.
Because it pains me to see you in love.
I’m fighting something.
I shouldn’t be here, but it’s never stopped me before.
I can’t tell myself that what I’m doing is right.
It’s something that I could never wrap my head around
And I can’t tell why my hands have felt so heavy.
Maybe because you’re the one that’s weighing my heart down.
But I need to know - was I out of reach?
I feel you’re holding out on me.
But it pains me to see you in love.
I’m fighting something I shouldn’t be.
Ottawa duo Paragon Cause craft songs that occupy the space between goth and dream pop, with sublime melodies drifting in guitar haze. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 15, 2021